When they cut his cord
My brain twisted the remains
Into a rope
First the knots held me tightly
To him
No farther away than
The width of a nipple
So tight I couldn’t breathe
And ached for release
As he toddled
To manhood
And I wilted
From woman to
Mom to
Mama to
Ugh
and an eye roll
I pulled
elbow pulleys
As close as I could
Against his strain away
The fiber bite
Into my skin
Long calloused
From nursing
And I can’t escape
Before I willed to run from
Now I can’t fly close enough
But my hands are bound
Only eyes to watch heartbreak
To hear in throat clears
Disapppintment
Regret
Doubt
I would garrote
Any limb
To grant him ease
But this bind
Only slips like blood
For his use
If only pooled iron
Permeated
The soul
He would have
My barricade
To
What
Benefit