Back Around
I knew if I waited you’d come
back around
Around
out from the covers
you hide under
Keeping out the light
You said,
and I heard,
but then you went
back around
While I went forward
and forward and forward
And you were there
told me to go on ahead
you’d be
back around
You were there
behind
Even though you said
and I heard
Maybe I didn’t hear.
But you said.
Maybe you didn’t hear.
Behind the smile
Behind the tears
Water for another flower
Mistake for another night
Try as I might,
The strings pull me
Back around.
And I can’t find my scissors.
Use them on myself,
Cut it all to shreds
but god damn if I can
Slide the these threads
Between the blades
So I bring the loops back around
Knitting closed
the dropped steps
And hoping the stitches hold
Hooked
until I can bring myself
Back again.