An excerpt from Drowning Above Water.
“You’re so pretty,” Malina said as she ran her hands along Petyr’s blonde hair. “Your mother must have been beautiful.”
“I don’t know,” he said. “I don’t remember. But I think so.”
“I bet your babies will be pretty just like you,” she said.
They stretched out on her bed. He gave her space to move and reposition, but managed to keep physical contact with her skin. A finger on a shoulder, a heel on the back of a calf, but he couldn’t let her go. He looked at her. Her eyes were so busy; so much spinning behind them.
“Did you have babies before?” he asked. “When you were home?”
She shook her head.
“I’m sorry,” he said, kissing her forehead. She didn’t pull away from him, but she didn’t return the affection. That’s how it typically was.
“And what about you, my pretty boy? Do you have any babies?” She grinned as she said it. She knew very well he didn’t have any children. She knew he couldn’t imagine lying with any other woman but her.
“No babies. Only you,” he said.
“Yet,” she said. “You just haven’t met the right girl.”
“You are my right girl,” he said.
“Sweet, fantastic boy. So young. So hopeful. I don’t want you to ever learn.”
“You’ve done well this time,” he said. He didn’t mention exactly what he meant. But she knew. There were no pills in the tin in her purse. She had done well this time. He wouldn’t press her.
“Do you think we’ll be old together?” she said, propping herself up to look directly at him. “Grey and fat and limping? Do you think that will be us?
“Of course it will,” he said.
“No,” she shook her head.” You’ll find some heartbreaking girl…or boy, and run away together and never look back.”
He propped himself up to meet her. “Never,” he said. “I will never run away from you.”
“Then I’ll have to push you away when it’s time,” she said, pressing softly at his shoulder.
“You could never,” he said. I wouldn’t go.”
“What if you had to?” she asked.
“I wouldn’t go,” he said.
“I hope not,” she said. “You are what keeps me alive. And smiling for another day.” There was a knock at the door. Malina groaned and rose from the bed. “Make him wait outside for a minute, then let him in,” she said.
“Be careful,” Petyr said, rising to meet her.
“You be careful,” she said. “This is the easy part.” She squeezed his hand and walked off to the bathroom. When he heard that door close, he walked to the hotel room door, opened it, and made sure to close it behind him when he exited.
Drowning Above Water is the new suspense novel from Alyssa Herron. It is available at Amazon.